This is Me

i want to write to you my love

November 17, 2008 · 5 Comments

*sung to the tune of Regina Spektor’s ‘I Want to Sing’*

How do you make yourself write?
Not just blogs (which I have enough trouble making myself update as it is), but WRITING; poetry, novels, scripts, fairy stories, childrens books.
All of these I have in my head.
Yet, my hand resists putting them down on flesh-and-blood paper.

My guru and inspiration Rhys just writes.
Like Nike just does it.
He will go home, and write. For two and a half hours straight.
I’m lucky to get a good half hour once a week.

Yet, I sit at work and crave (like scones and jam and cream) to write for a living.
I want the world in my head to translate beautifully and effortlessly (or at least with very little effort) to the world of reality, linking the two for the enjoyment of children and adults with Peter Pan syndrome.

Does anybody have an idea on how to MAKE myself write (because I know that I’m good, and I have talent, and I need to do this or it will go to waste for the rest of my life)?
I tried to make Marty and Jonni chase me up about it, every time they see me, asking me if I have done any writing today.
It didn’t work however.
I haven’t been enquired after once.
*sigh*

So, any other ideas?

Also, in other news, it is only two more sleeps until The Boy and I fly to the Sunshine Coast to have a holiday, so I can go to my youngest sister’s Year 12 Formal, and so he can meet the ‘rents.

And, I dyed my hair. Red. Copper. Orange. Auburn. Chestnut. Ranga. Whatever.
I like it.
It’s kind of hippie.

Highlighted And Irreversible Ranga

Highlighted And Irreversible Ranga

:)

Categories: Ramblings · Travel · Updates

5 responses so far ↓

  • Riss // November 18, 2008 at 8:41 pm | Reply

    For some reason, walking makes me think a lot and although I’ve really sat down and just written, a walk always gets the mind juices flowing and I can come home and write a lj journal, or a few lines in my new “random lines” book. So, try this?

    Also.. the new hair looks very cute. Show me with your head up! Show. SHOW!
    ^_^

  • Riss // November 18, 2008 at 8:42 pm | Reply

    never* is included in there somewhere. Find it!

  • Abbi // November 19, 2008 at 3:56 am | Reply

    I stopped writing for five years. I just got distracted and stopped. And I went a bit mad. Then I started blogging and some of the sanity came back but I really wanted to… WRITE. I took meeting my best friend to get me going. She’s a writer and the two of us would just sit and bounce ideas and bounce characters and the more we did that the more ideas just “appeared” and eventually I got a big enough idea. And I’m 45,000 words into my first novel.

    Don’t give up… just find someone to hang with who inspires you.

  • Lyndal // November 20, 2008 at 5:15 pm | Reply

    Hey, come over and write songs with me on the pinao over some drinkies!!! asap (when ur back from qld that is) don’t be a stranger my piano likes you. xo

  • Gavster // December 27, 2008 at 9:40 pm | Reply

    Just start with 5 minutes, darl. Set aside a time every night just to write whatever. Whingeing, whining, thoughts. Its getting started that gets it moving. Stop expecting to write a thesis and just write a sentence!

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